My Diary

I don't know what is he thinking now. He was disappear for one month. And then last night he came home and told me that he always called us but he failed. Very Funny..very Childish..He didn't asked me about how i am doing.. He just tell me about fifty-fifty... What he is thinking just how to sell our house. Now I am standing between two difficult choices. And i don't know where is the right choice for my family. Am I wrong if I feel sad.. Am I wrong If I hope he told me that he miss us?? Is that too much? But he didn't He just think about house..house and house..and how to sell... how to get more money... I am So sick with all of this... I just want o scream loudly... may be I can feel better... I want to tell him..that I don't want it happened....cause it hurt me so much..