in a broken dream

I sit on the chair
I see every single thing around my house
And I see you in the wall
Look at me and feel that I hear your voice

You seems life to me
You stand in front of me
And you talk with me
But why …? Why did you cry mommy?

Am I disappointed you
Am I not like what you want to be
I can’t hear you by ear
Even just one of your words
But I feel you here in my soul and my heart

I want to stand with you in this world
Face everything that make us always together
But it’s all impossible
Because My dream will never ever happened

I don’t know will I always like this
Always laugh in front of many people
Always smile although It seems like a kill
And finally I will cry in a broken dream